Today, is the day my life begins
Today, I become a citizen of the world
Today, I become a grown-up
Today, I become accountable to someone other then myself and my parents
Accountable for more than my grades
Today, I become accountable to the world, to the future, to all the possbilities that life has to offer
Starting today...my job is to show up,wide eyed and willing and ready
For what? I don't know
For anything, for everything...
To take on life, to take on love, to take on...the resposibility and possibility
Today, my friends, our lives begin!
And I for one,can't wait!

 

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 i cried when the dying girl saying those vows, it was her biggest day but last day in her life.

 

I feel quite embarrassing that moment. i don't know what to say. or there is no need to say anymore.

i never thought that my behavior will bring other troubles

it seems ridiculous but reasonable

why reasonable?

because it's not in school anymore.

the relationship can never be that pure . it's sensitive.

I always thought job is part of your life , thus , your collegues are not just people working together but friends, teachers, listeners....you spent 8 hours a whole day.

how can they only be collegues?

but now i know,  they can only be collegues.

after working time, it's better to rule off yourself from others, especially when your boss or team member has wife or girlfriend.

i'm puzzled. i 'm forced to adjust myself again and again.

i'm scared. to bring others trouble, to behave myself improperly.

 

 

it's like Drawing lines in the sand and praying one crosses them

.

 

it's not about me, not about you, not about anybody

it's about  relationship, about trust, about strong love.

 

if love is strong enough

if we truely trust each other

let those lines go to hell 

 

if you ask me "are you all right?"

i definitly answer： i'm fine

but, to tell the truth ,most of the time when people say fine that means he is never be fine.

 

After writing all these,  i'm really fine :)

 

每次听别人唱  她来听我的演唱会

都会很认真

 

我喜欢唱这首歌的人

 

那一刻 很容易被打动

太久没来这里了 竟忘了如何修改音乐...

 

Somebody asked me: why life sucks

i cannot explain

maybe too many obstacls need to  overcome

maybe too many decisions i have to make

life sucks

because i cannot handle these stuff

i don't know how long i could take.

 

 

 

 

 

我觉得 还是挺适应开学的生活的

挺稳妥 不匆忙  挺淡定 不慌张

除了对面大二 的一群小疯子  yell到 半夜三更 誓不罢休

除了秋天久违的过敏  让我 每天半夜爬起来吃药

除了大家都瘦了  就我丫 胖的赖

其他的  都还好

 

要的太多  就不知道自己到底要什么了

 

学校的图书馆8号要开了  和silvia里面逛了圈  学习热情顿然高涨

准备将自己浸淫在 知识的海洋  闻闻 书香 也好的

 

至于 感情生活么 我自己也搞不懂自己了 

所以很多时候  都不去想这件事情  暂时顺其自然 吧

我不是个耐得下性子安分的人吧  也不能做到 爱你胜过爱自己

 Mr Dreamy Mr dreamy~~~~~`

 我还是很怀念高一的  很幸福的怀念  每一个细节 都能记得很清楚 

所以 每次 提起  都乐此不疲

你要相信  每一次我转向窗外   不是因为我躲避你的视线  而是我想享受一个人思考的过程

反而现在的一些事情  都有些模糊了

i don't belong any where

 

今天睡觉 真是爽  很久没有睡到 中午了

我喜欢这样的感觉

一个人  睡裤都不用穿 在家里跑来跑去   还可以办超人  啧啧 宅女怎么啦

 

发现我和小凯还真是  像  两个人 吃到一块儿去了 怎么办呀。。。。

 

 

今天有人和我说  问 别人会不会做饭 是私人问题

呀。。。。啧啧。。。。。好吧。。。。。